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January: i have/had a drinking problem. I mixed drinks with meds. couldnt even stand. made out with a guy from work (thus cheating on vi) something id NEVER do. this was before the new year.
February: i am soooo relieved right now. I'm quitting the bakery because it's the worst job ive ever had in my entire life.. maybe besides st.hubert.
March: If I could have Amanda in front of me right now I would spit in her face. There's not even anything I'd like to say to her. She's officially not worth my time and effort.
April: So I don't know if I've said this already but I'm eating according to Canada's Food Guide and I haven't ever felt better. I'm eating healthy and working out :D i did a ridiculous amount of ab workouts with vi last night.
May: okay soooo.. 30 days until I leave for punta cana..well technically 29 since its 1am. I feel sooo fucking accomplised right now. I finished 2 courses (2 more left and I'm finally done highschool at 21 years old:P.. about fucking time).
June: So my cat fetzer, broke through our screen door and got onto our balcony. He tried to jump on our air conditioner and fell. (We live on the 5th floor). We know he landed on two paws due to the deep grooves in the dirt below but he has been lost for 3 days now.
July: Me and Vi had Cate, Laryssa (Riss), Andrew, Alex, Hailey, and Mitch over. It was awkward at first cuz we haven't hung out with Cate and Riss since last Canada Day and we hadn't met any of the others before.
August: Oh boy. I just got back from seeing Step Brothers with Angela and it was HILARIOUS. I laughed so hard I was nearly crying.
September: Started college.. taking the Small to Medium Enterprise Management Course. Classes I'm taking right now are intro to accounting, entrepreneuship, skills for success in SME's, business computer applications, and business communications. Doing very well so far.
October: Quick thing.. Paul has a new girlfriend.. he kept saying how ridiculously hot she was. Not jealous AT ALL but I was sooo curious to see what she looked like and he finally had a picture on facebook and eeep :S Not so much.
November: things have been ultra crazy lately.
from flirting with classmates to late night romance with the boyfriend.
from wild parties to cozy nights in.
from studying all day and night to sleeping for 20 hours straight.
December: Vi and Angela were on me to tell Andrew about the fact that Cate fucked Ryan. She literally sent me a text saying "best sex of my life..i'm never telling andrew." Normally I wouldn't intervene but I know Andrew..
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[25 Jan 2007|06:19pm] |
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Ugggh. Really don't know how I feel about anything right now. I'm bored of my life. Really. Matt...meh. I'm starting to contemplate sleeping with him but should it really be this hard of a decision? Never really have a chance to hang out with Paul anymore. Amanda's really sick and fixated on Koran.
I need to go to the Oak.
So bored that I'm going to see Night at the Museum with Stephen.
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[31 Aug 2006|02:29am] |
So at work today me and Adam made lots of chit chat. He seems interested and I'm going to make a slight move tomorrow..and by move i mean make him realize im interested because besides drunken staff party I've seemed pretty nonchalant about things in his presence..when really hes driving me crazy. Derek makes the most inappropriate yet funny jokes at work. This girl came up to me and told me she had a cute picture from the staff party and she showed it to me and its of me and adam..he has his arms around my waist..mine around his and we're staring at eachother in pure blissful lust. It's actually the hottest picture ever..it captures all the tension and the intensity of the moment. She's going to get me a copy so I'll show you guys when I can. So from the picture it looks like Adam is even more interested then i thought (i dont remember that night because i got too drunk). I think i want to show him im more interested tomorrow..maybe ask him to go for coffee or something.
I think I'm going to end things with Colin now. I'm interested in someone else and he's leaving for good saturday..why delay the inevitable?
After work Amanda came by and we went to Subway then to pick up from Andrew in orleans and smoke. We saw VP who I haven't seen in quite awhile. I was also on take out today and people tipped me and i made like 17$. not bad for like 6 take out orders. I'm really blazed so Im going to go sleep.
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wish me luck with adam
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[26 May 2006|03:15pm] |
there's nothing like pouring your heart out to someone
only for them to make light of it by laughing
making you feel pathetic
there's nothing like the sound of a bottle of pills opening
pills that look up at you
orange and white
smiling because they know you cant control your life
only they seem to have the power to
the bitter sweet taste of them sliding down your tongue
hating the feeling of being dependant
but combined with the relief from getting away from such strong emotions
why as humans do we hurt and destroy eachother above all else?
why does no one want what's right in front of them?
if life is all about games
is all about chase
then when does it ever end?
when are you ever truely happy?
its as if you give in to the chase, and you no longer become so fascinating.
is it possible to have mystery and excitement once a chase is over?
apparently not.
that boy has so much potential that not many can see.
but i see it.
i saw it.
apparently once you care enough about someone..you become weak
worthless
dispensible
because if you care so much about them, they deem you as someone who must not be so great.
so wheres the fine line?
how do you win?
why in a day in age that we live in now
is it so hard to just be open and honest
without games
and fall for one another
whatever happened to first dates?
first kisses?
the first time someone grazes your hand and it sends chills down your spine?
now its all about hook ups at parties.
who can drink the most beer.
what girl can paint the best canvas on her face.
who has the most fit body.
who do you have the best chance of being with no strings attached.
what about respect?
what about genuine caring?
we all have a life story to tell.
each just as interesting as anyone else's.
but how often do we try to figure out someone othere then our own?
maybe if we let down greed.
let down selfishness.
and just truely looked at the person across from us for who they ARE.
rather then what they wear.
you'd find beauty like no other.
and thats the only way society can fall in love again.
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[05 Mar 2006|01:28am] |
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[14 Apr 2005|08:34pm] |
just so you know..i HAVENT abandoned live journal..i update every day..just..privately. :) I still read everyones journals.
And here are the pictures..
Quick public news: I got my g2 :D:D
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[18 Oct 2004|07:24pm] |
You be the judge. Please be honest.
Before
After
Do you like it better now that it's dark? Or did you like it better blonde? Please be honest
So my stepdad's mom moved in over the weekend. She's 93 and can't speak a word of English. She's Italian and knows a tiny bit of french. She will be here for 2 week..maybe more. She lives in Montreal, she came down there because she's been lonely there. My hamster has to stay in my room now so it takes forever to get to sleep, what with the wheel spinning all through the night.
I have fallen in love with Wendy's chili. I can't help it, it's SO good. ;x yummers
Paul had his job interview today at Petsmart. I really hope he gets the job. I think he will since he's already doing co-op there! *cross your fingers!!*
I'm getting some muscle from lifting all of the heavy dogs onto the grooming tables ;x! yaaay!
That's it for now <333
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| things just keep looking up! |
[20 Sep 2004|07:03pm] |
I forgot to mention last time that my dad, being the kid he is, bought Shrek bubble bath (haha) when we went shopping..FOR HIMSELF:D He's too cute. Anyways there was lipgloss in it so he gave it to me. It's called Swampberry Flavoured Lip Balm. Very cute. I love it so much!
Today was very good. I didn't get homework in either of my classes because I was done ahead of time. This girl in my math class I've been talking to a lot lately moved to sit beside me and I got her MSN addy and now we're kinda friends:) It's nice to meet new people. Her name is Kristy. I got my math test back and I got 73% on the first section :( BUT I got 93% on the second section!! :D w00t!
At lunch me and Paul went to Wendy's and I had not one, but TWO junior bacon cheeseburgers. I felt so sick after ;x That'll teach me to eat too much! After that it was only a short walk to my co-op and Paul's was the other way so we had to part and go our seperate ways.
When I got into the grooming section of Super Pet Brigette was already busy with a dog so she told me to wait a few minutes. While I was waiting this woman came in with the hugest dog I've ever seen in my life. I got to talking to her about it and she said it was a Newfoundlander or something like that. The thing was a baby, 1 year old, and weight 110 pounds!! I only weigh like 82!!
So..Brigette informs me that this is going to be my first dog. I didn't mind though because the dog was beyond cute, it was entirely black with the cutest brown eyes. We had to lift the dog onto the grooming table which was DEFINITELY a job for two. It took a few tries but we managed to get him up there. We tied him to the bar thing and my first job was to brush him down. Sounds easy, I know, but it's not. I have to get every little nook and cranny. So it takes about 20-30 mins. Then it takes another 30 to COMB the hair and take out any knots with a dematter. It has to be completely 100% knot free. I have to do it until there's "zero resistance" as she says.
After that we had to pick him up again and put him into the tub which was high up so I didn't have to lean over. My gawd, does that dog have HUGE balls. I'm sorry but she's the one who pointed it out! Anyways I had to soak him down, shampoo him, rinse 3 times to make sure it's all good and out, towel dry him, then we had to pick him up and put him in a huge cage and put a cage dryer against it. By the time I was done that dog, by the way his name was Bob, it was already 2pm. So it took 2 hours to do 1 dog! She was cutting one of the dogs hair, so I had to get started brushing another one. I washed him, and put him back in his cage before I got out at 3:30. Not bad. But tomorrow I'm going to be out by 3 because those are the co-op hours I'm supposed to be working and I need time for everything else.
After me and Paul came back here and watched Friends and he made me a grilled cheese sandwhich:D ;x he's so nice.
I just finished working a bit on my rughooking set so now I'm going to take Chuckles out to play!
<33
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[19 Sep 2004|08:52pm] |
Today was so great!!! I woke up around 11:30 and my dad made me the yummiest breakfast. We had crispy bacon, eggs and brown toast. Mmmm. After that I just read some Stephen King and then got in the shower. My dad bought a Crock Pot slow cooker. It takes so long to cook things but in the end they taste SOOO good. So he put beef, potatoes in carrots in at around 7am and it was ready by 3pm. Omg...the beef was good but that's not even the best part. It made the potatoes..amaazing. I find potatoes kind of boring usually but I could NOT stop eating them. It felt like a feast of some sort. After that we decided we'd go look around a few stores. We went to EB Games and I got this..
^ A Southpark game for my old Nintendo 64 system for about 12.99$
My dad wanted to buy me another nintendo 64 game AND a gamecube game but I wouldn't let him. I don't want people spending too much money on me.
Then we went to another store where I got..
^Make your own door hanger Kit. I'm really into craft type stuff and I thought it looked cute and interesting so I can't wait to get my hands on it.
^ A rughooking set and that's the design it's going to make!!:D
When we were done that my dad wanted to look in WalMart so that's where we went. There we saw cute Pez Dispensers for halloween and my dad remembered Carly was eating Pez this morning and was all sad she couldnt get bacon. So he brought up the idea to get her one. I love making people happy so I was all for it and I picked the witch one out for her. My dad was all upset that he threw away the extra bacon. He's too cute.
From there we looked around and I got..
^ A bunch of different goggles for me and Carly when we go swim (which btw we should do early next sunday or something since we never go anymore)
^ A flowery white board:D for me and Paul's locker.
^socks with sponge bob dudes connected to the top of them
^socks with frogs connected at the top
^socks with monkeys connected to the top
^socks with shoes connected to the top
^socks with Woodstock from Snoopy at the top
After that we dropped off at Carly's to give her, her Pez and show her what we got. I would have said hi to Paul right away but Carly said he was at his cottage >_< grrrr. :D
Then my dad came over and we watched three episodes of friends and played with chuckles and now I'm here!
I'm off to go comment <33
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[15 Sep 2004|08:15pm] |
I got my hamster. We first named it Cuddles but we soon changed it's name to Chuckles. It's a baby. It's a teddy bear hamster and the hair grows nice, cute and long when they get older. The hamster was only 9$ but with all the other stuff we got it cost about 105$. Here is Chuckles.
We got her a super awesome cage!!! The whole thing is one big wheel. She seems to really like it. I present you....the dream cage.
That night my dad brought me his lamp so I can actually USE my webcam so I took full advantage of that and camwhored.
Yesterday I went to my co-op interview. I was sooo nervous at first. I got there early so I looked around the store (Super Pet). They have sooo many more animal options then most pet stores. They have pink toed tarantulas and the hugest fish I have ever seen. also a parrot that seems to sexually harass me by whistling every time I walk by;)
I talked to the woman who works there and we got along great. I wasn't sure how much work she was going to let me do but fortunately I get to do a lot:) She said I get to wash the dogs, dry them, clip their nails, scruff the pads of their feet, clean out their ears, and I also have to fluff the poodles. The only thing I don't get to do is cut the fur because I'm not certified. That makes complete sense to me.
She told me that Monday and Tuesday's its just me and her and she has more of a chance to help me with stuff but I still get my own dog. On Wednesday no one's in so I get a key and I just go in there to clean the cages, refill shampoo bottles etc etc, I don't need to stay for 3 hours, more like 1, but she'll sign my sheet for 3. On Thursday's and Friday's her assistant is in so I get my own room and my own dog and I'm more on my own on that day. It all seems really great to me. I'm also going to do my 40 hours of community service I need to graduate there. I hope I can get a real job there after this.
Today was pretty mundane.
More picturesss from today..
^ The oh so gorgeous Paul:D
<3333
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